I WILL SURVIVE! :)

Here I am people!

Due to my friend's persistant naggings to update this dead blog, I decided to post something here to appease them. -.-

The problem is, I don't know what. LOL.

Okay, let's see, what have been going on with my life?

The first thing that popped up in my mind is examinations!

Our teachers were not joking when they said last time that this year is going to be super hectic because our A Level Course is cut short by six months. Practically every week we have at least one exam. I guess the exams are good in motivating me to study but they add all this additional stress and pressure that I really could live without.

My routine now is so crammed. I am currently way behind my studies because I spent most of my time applying to universities (which is a major pain in the butt) and also the IELTS exam!

For those who don't know, IELTS exam is an english exam which tests on your reading, writing, listening and speaking test.

For me, i find speaking test the hardest! I know I know it's weird hearing me say that since I can be such a chatterbox, I dont know when to shut my mouth.

In front of my friends, I can talk for non stop but in front of  the teacher whom I had been practising with, i was literally stumped. like a dead log.

It's like the ideas got stuck in my brain pipes or something till I can't deliver them out! Urhms and ahhs become part of my sentences and my words are all jumbled up together , i sound incoherent.

Sigh, must really stop speaking gibberish and really improve myself!

i really lack of the natural flair in talking formally in front of a stranger or worse, a crowd. Being a prefect for 5 years did not really help much in my public speaking skills. I tend to stammer and yammer a lot. I kind of feel uncomfortable when all eyes on me. Weird, I dislike being in the centre of attention. I must had been really manly in my past life or I'm secretly a guy.

okok, the past life one sounds nicer. hahahaha

Okay what else?

oh yeah.

There's a long scratch on the back of my hand now.

Took this 2 minutes ago. Can catch a glimpse of my blog in the computer screen LOL

Oh yeah, let me confess first.

I'm suicidal.

hahahaha! fail T_____T

okok, not funny. T_T

There's actually a really funny story behind this.

I was rummaging through my messy wardrobe for a t-shirt for college the next day. All my clothes were piled up quite messily. (which makes my dad shakes his head whenever he sees it. and also the pile of clothes on the floor, my messy desk, my papers strewn around... okay la, practically everything la -.-)

So, I finally spotted a nice t-shirt and try to take it out (actually, pull it out with all my might are the better choice of words) and suddenly i felt a sudden sharp sting.

I was so dumb. Instead of stopping, I continued to pull the t-shirt out and the scratch followed, and hence caused the longitudinal scratch that extends to my wrist.

Bewildered, I peered closely into my wardrobe and found what actually scratched me.

It's the bra metal. LOL.

You know, U shaped metal thing that support your errr boobs? (is there even a proper name for those -.-) YA!! The metal jutted out and gave me that nice souvenir. T_T

Maybe it's bored of being shoved into the corner and decided to revenge sigh.

I'm really prone to accidents like this. Not surprised if one day a meteor strikes earth and lands right on my head.

wheeeee.

Wow, i guess this rather random and meaningless post is suffice. till then people! probably gonna update more to improve my writing skills.

But, judging on this post, i think they're going nowhere. -.-